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    When I was about 10 or 11, I started watching this really age inappropriate show called Grey's Anatomy and back then I was too young to really understand what was going on. I'm older now and started watching the series over from the beginning. Since then I haven't been able to get this one scene out of my head.     Two of the main characters were talking, and one was upset because she had issues that were making her afraid to fall in love. At one point she said, "I'm all dark and twisty inside." She was saying this to one of her closest -if not best- friend, whose response was, "I'm dark and twisty too.

1-2-3-1-2-3-1-2-3 1-2-3-1-2-3-1-2-3 Numbers drive me wild, Numbers make me smile 1 and 2 and 3 Rhythm eludes me, Rhythm drives me insane. 1-2-3-1-2-3-1-2-3 Waltz here, Waltz there, I go where the numbers guide me. 1-2-3-1-2-3-1-2-3 My feet stumble and my hands shake, But the numbers hold a firm grasp of my waist. 1-2-3-1-2-3-1-2-3 My mind wanders to what I have become, My dress sways around me. 1-2-3-1-2-3-1-2-3 I start thinking and hoping the numbers never leave.

It's hard to think, I find it difficult to breathe, when I look into your eyes and see every lie you've believed. It's hard to move, I find it troubling to groove, when I listen to the songs you used to sing to me. They went straight to my heart -every melodious word, arrows of love shot me at all times. Then I went and ruined it, the truth spoiled your gorgeous smile, tainted those pearly whites. My lies, my treachery occurred, despite all of our glorious times spent by the pale moonlight. The moon was innocent, it knew nothing of our lives, but the Sun knew. The Sun was the only other to know the truth, He was he only on who could deciph

It's not that I'm scared, or that I'm tired, or that I'm just a natural bitch. It's not me, it's not that our personalities don't match, and it's definitely NOT that I don't know you. This is the truth: you deserted me. Granted, it wasn't in my time of need, so you do get minute points there, but it was over text from seven hundred miles away. It was when I was alone, without my person. It was not that it happened, it's the when and where of its happening. It's that you broke up with me from Texas. We weren't dating, we were friends, but the same rules still apply. Because friends are supposed to be for life -or at least this friendship was.

Goodbye, children that I knew. Past memories that have gone dull Now roar to life When I see how you've changed. Five years is small change When your life goes to ninety-five. We're nearly twenty now, Reconnecting over heavy vapors Our lungs filled with misery. Tonight we shared our lives, We let our troubles rest While we searched the neon lights And scoured iron aisles for nonsensical dreams. When the sun rose the morning after We had all just gotten home, Our bodies tired, Our minds drifting off to sleep. Together we saw the truth: The children we were have gone out of focus, Replaced by our adulthood in center stage.

Why do you cut me out? As if I don't exist. A figment of my imagination, Is that what our relationship is? A one-sided friendship, That's what this is. But I can't cut you out, One-sided as it is.

Your words, They hurt me more Than any sword, Or dagger, Or spell Could ever hope. Your cruelty astounds me. You seem to misunderstand My duty to her. It isn’t a job to me, It isn’t an obligation. I love her, I want her to live, So I stay. There is no reason For your cruelty to me. I never cheated, Never lied, Never led you on. What you saw Is what you got. This one isn’t My fault. Go be cruel to someone else.

White, I see the windows shatter, I hear the glass break. Red, I fear for you, Are you broken? Green, I am filed with relief, Life surged through your veins. I know the truth, Beneath all that blue, I hear your breath. There is no fooling me, My sister is safe today.